its so easy to remain young.. but it is very hard & painful to get old.. u practically have nothing to do, when u gt to that age.. u r bound to ur chair and u r limited with just smiles.. what u can give is just wishes and nothing more than that .. i feel the same way, with nothing to offer and nothing to get other than just smiles... i feel terribily old today
time is flying by.. with nothing much to do in life.. feels like finished and i feel that my duties are over.. now its time for me to go... go away from everything.. the unique 'you' has been dead for very long.. nothing matters to me anymore.. restricted from each & everything.. i lost myself from every feelings that i had.. relations.. left behind, no one cares about each other.. everyone striving for life, while i strive for death .. yrs in maintaining relations, maintaining words, my feelings, my things.. now.. nothing matters, for whatever may happen to anything... no tears to wipe.. and one day the remaining smiles will be mine alone... i am preparing for anything now.. anything that can make me thank the almighty, for taking my soul too with him.. i hope i live up to his dreams that he might have seen for me..